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BLOGGING Have been thinking, about LIFE, for the past 2 weeks. and realise, there aint no answers and conclusions to my thoughts. Because its life. My thoughts wonder off, from studies, my future, track, friends, family and last but not least, to relationships. 2 mindblowing weeks, was more than enough. I finally understand myself, better:) 18-soon-to-be-19 years old, and shouldnt i be fulfilling every minute of my precious teenage life? At this very moment, i promised myself, thats what i finally concluded:) TTM. I know, i should be complaining about the number of reports i have to do. i have already grumbled and stared at my notebook before collasping on my bed, planning out a timetable. SAD LIFE? yeap. but no, no, i aint complaining :) I swear, in 10 years time, i dun wanna look back and say " how i wish, i can back to school and study again" REPORTS, take me on a challenge:). TRack has trained me mentally, to be disciplined and strict to myself. oh, yeap i love track. Sorry, for side-tracking. Second Promise i made to myself: STUDIES BEFORE ANYTHING, ANYONE:D i may sound like a geek, nerd, asshole, abit lame, abit stupid. whatever. EVERYBODY ask me what have i been doing during the holidays. i would answer " i got track training everyday. dun pity me because I'M LOVING IT!!" but i am very very upset. Because i kind of injured my leg, and i cant run :( stopped training for this whole week. Went training to help coach take time and just watch the rest doing what we love. RUN. And today's training was exceptionally fierce, focusing on STRIDING! and i had to give it a miss :(:( Today was serious different from the rest of the trainings because i saw EVERYBODY, collaspe. and it dint really fightened me because whatever isit, i am up for it:) but one thing for sure, IT WAS KILLING ALL THE ENERGY CELLS! SECOND THING FOR SURE. i am quite happy now:). but i still belong to SP TRACK AND FIELD'S LONG D RUNNER'S SAD LIFE GANG! YOU GUYS ROCK! Nazreen by @ at | 12:40 AM |
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This isnt tttthe first time, I felt like this too many times before. Hating myself for the lack of discipline. Sometimes, No matter how hard i fight on, being persistent, i still fail terribly. i just realise, tonight, My " fail-no-matter-what" curse is ongoing for everything in my life. :( It never seems to end. Have been going through alot, It doesnt matter to you, AT ALL. :( i guess, i just learn the most Expensive lesson of all Trust:) 1)Some people are just too noob to be true. 2) number 2 defines me, 2 groups of people defines me :) Nazreen by @ at | 1:53 AM |
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you're the wrong man for the job desperate-ness will take you anywhere anywhere, evil. Darling, this is when i really need you by my side. oh. but where are you? nowhere near nor far. somewhere, where i dun even know how to reach out to you. When my fingers turn cold. When the weird feeling rises inside. When you cannot concentrate. Definitely, i will have my days. I just need a strong promise. its time for the new wait again. begin a new. Refreshed and relieved. Come back quick dear. :D i am waiting. its confusing. just a imagination. Whenever.I.See.Someone.New I.keep.On.Forgetting.To.Forget.About.You. Nazreen by @ at | 10:40 PM |
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the star searched for moon. i am giving up on material science:D Process Instrumentation & Environmental Studies. I think my parents aint exactly perfect examples "How to grow up your kids" They pamper my siblings and both me and elder sister way too much. tsk tsk Short and Sweet. i love being spoilt and pampered. :D Nazreen by @ at | 6:43 PM |
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that dint had a answer thought appeared many times. give up. However, Something else that said FIGHT ON! Feeling very weird 3 days before MST :( i just text aqilah, " i am very lucky to have you as my best friend darling" Sometimes i wonder, why am i so quiet During curriculum time (8 to 6) but once at track out comes my downwaited spirit. I dunnoe. because school has been pretty tough for DCP students, well for me at least. you know what guys FIGHT ON!! Nazreen by @ at | 12:06 AM |
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Its 2.10am, (ps: not pm) and i am awake. I was pretty tired after a long dreading practical starting at 8am and ending lectures at 6pm. with only a pathetic hour LUNCH break. Rushed to stadium.Training was very peaceful. We did 6 X 1 .8km. 2.27/400m pacing. Strengthening. BLISTER. i am very worried about Mass Suicide Time. I have TRUCKloads to memorise and i really have no idea about Material Science and Process Instrumentation. I go to school feeling quite pissed about everything, life. Training is usually fun. School is fun. hOme is beautiful then why the pissed-off feeling nazreen?? Actually i am just worried about MASS SUICIDE TIME. guess i dun have to repeat once more time. i am pledging myself to allah to really help me help me pull through this worst period of life. i have gone through 3 cycles. then why does this sem appears to be the most difficult obstacle for me? I can bet a million bucks i am not the only one feeling this way, 6 days before Mass Suicide Time. All the best everybody:D just dun follow my footsteps. :( Nazreen by @ at | 2:07 AM |
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Nazreen Hasan Singapore polytechnic year 2 ChemicalProcess-Industrialchem 19th on 2nd February. 2 is my number PURPLEREDGREEN:) Proud to be a REDDEVIL, MUFC I AINT YOUR AVERAGE KINDA GIRL. hook it up:)
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