Sunday, September 05, 2010

EXAMS MOOD NOT HARI RAYA MOOD. is this good or bad?

2 tasks by monday night

i am totally into Hari Raya mood. I cant wait for friday:) i have been burnig midnight oil not to study but to help my mum to do the cookies. untill 5am, to eat and thats when i hit the sack.

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Today... september 9 2010 1.53am

Coward, I am.

Chemistry is definitely one of my favourite subject, after maths obviously.
I am burning midnight oil/kerosene/diesel whatever you want to to call, to revise Advance Organic Chemistry, the worst out of my 5 Core modules :( .
"Okay nazreen stop repeating this line everytime end of sem exams, only with different modules"

This time i definitely do not blame the teachers, Ms Ng Su Ling and Dr Soh Chai Hoon. Because they are definitely good teachers, they care about weak students( yes, yes. its me), despite the fact that they dun give me good grades. You teachers are the best!!
hopefully after reading this, they will push up my grades.

"Stop nightdreaming nazreen"
On a serious note, i always specially and especially study real hard with 100% for this module even for that test which contributes, 3% to the overall grade, but to no avail did my effort was retrieved with good results. Now i am afraid, what if the same situation rises.

like what aqilah always say " i dun want to seat for this teacher's lectures again"
In case you dun understand, it means she doesnt wants to repeat the module, which SP named it more respectedly as forward module, which basically means YOU DID DAMN BADLY FOR THIS MODULE THE PREVIOUS SEM, SO I AM GIVING A SECOND CHANCE FOR YOU TO DO YOU BEST AND ALSO SPENT AN ADDTIONAL 6 MONTHS IN SCHOOL. this is what it means.
Neither do i!!

For All my modules, even though i have 5 core modules, ive got 9 lectures, 4 which has 2 sets of notes with respective lecturers. how cool and simple. NOT. For industrial chemicals and processes, Dr cheng's notes is basically memorising and i did a perfect job:) But for Dr lim???? OMGOD he must be the most irritating lecturer on earth. i am sorry. But i seriously dun even find the need of going for his lecturers because i really dun understand what the hell is he talking about. As a typical Poly student, i go to his lesson for attendance. I aint a saint not to complain about lecturers alright. i am a teenager. well please allow me to address me as a teenager for the next 5 months because i wunt be a teen anymore.

Okay back to topic.

And how i conquer ICP Exam? I memorise Dr chengs notes which will give me approximately about 50% of the marks and i studied arrhenius equation another 10 marks. this is how i gambled ICP.

BUT FOR AOCHEM, How the hell to conquer which/whose part when both seems so disgusting and...and... see i cant even find words to describe it.

side track.. i always wonder why people say
1) if its a bad deed/ugly/anything related to being mean- i cant find words to describe
2) if its a good deed- There are too many words to describe.

back on track.. Right now i am memorising chapter 3-carboncarbon bond formation.

But i am sure i will not be able to do tomorrow's paper. i dunnoe why.
STUPID DUMB BRAIN. i am so stupid :(
well i am not totally stupid because i still got As and Bs for some modules. But i am completely stupid for AOCHEM.

Well, if i really decide to give up, why the hell am i up at 2 to study and sacrifice my beautiful and peaceful sleep. because i am not willing to give up. i will jus do my part.i will study. but there is a small part in me thats say "no point studying, you are gonna fail, ms ng will fail you, then they will pity you and give you a D-"

ya allah, please give me the strength to conquer this module.
alright people

on a happier note ,
Tomorrow is the last day of fasting!! actually i will miss fasting month. and and tomorrow is Hari raya night! CANT WAIT!!
We have got our clothes.
We baked cooking
We decorated the house
We have got alot of new things for the house, EVERYTHING NEW.
new this new that, new bedsheets, new paint.

Cant wait.

Bye everybody. All the best.

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