i love nazreen: November 2009

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

HELLO READERS:D

miss me? bet you all did.

I haven been updating my saved posts.
Updating on what? Trainings. Since My trainings have increased to 5 times/weeks. its better to keep track of what we do during trainings and reflect on it. trust me. its such a nice feeling to read the past, the happy times. We do different workout, different distance each new training day( which cant be compensated forgodsake).

I have library-loads to update.
My life aint mundane:D
ever since i join SP Track and field
and i am loving every Minute
However....

Well, i did my 2.4km time trial recently,
11.27. PB. its my first time doing sub 12 minutes. i swear i could have scream if my emotions werent under control. Well. Victoria and I. Paced througout. The first 5 laps were the same timing, Last lap she boost 11.20. congratulations my dear girl! Oh the other group D-ers. did a wonderful job, did PBs as well<3

Today, 17th november is the first time i train 2.15/400m pacing.
4 times 1.8km. 70seconds rest time.
Shafina and nazreen did it:D.
I had to encourage myself because i got frightened after seeing the workout on coach;s handbook.
i have ALOT OF ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT.

Now my life
School till 6, Training, Homesweethome, Revise or complete some tutorials and sleep
Its this cycle for the past 4 weeks.
and seriously i am not complaining.
BUT I MISS MAFAN TTM<3
I miss going home with AQILAH!
I miss going dinner with her
I miss going out after school with her.
I miss slacking around with her
I miss going jurong point with her

Track can be a million times fun (especially with Victoria and amanda) , but nothing beats having my babe around.
But i love SP LONG D-ERS<3

okay back on reality track, Out of my 6 coremodules( oh there are 6 modules anyway) the geek lessons are Material Science and Dr Lim's Environmental studies. I dunnoe how am i going to survive this 2 modules :( scared and very scared.
Even i am mastering PI now. but MS AND ES are frightening me.

Well, In my entire studying life, i have never gotten trouble with teachers/lecturers before, even if i did, they were all minor matters. so you dun be the first one to shoot me down like this! Yes Dr lim, Will you give students time to learn and stop reprimanding us for every minor mistake we do, (which we learn from the previous 3 Sems,) who you gonna blame, us? or the previous lecturers. I was having a bad Monday Morning and you choose to add salt to my wound Dr lim. I dunnoe how am i gonna go for ES lecture.( which i skip today) :(

Today i told Aqilah " We need to see Miss ng and Mr din"
We book Appointment already:D
No matter what, studies is my priority
But i wanna excel in both equally. :D
ALLAH will help me, help us, help all of us

November first
till
November sixteen
were like hell :'(. i have never cried so much in my life before. Everytime i recover and stand up strong, i get hit again and fall further than previous. and i am losing all my expensive stuffs that i need everyday. Trust me, it was like living in hell. Everyday i meet aqilah i always Cry and explain to her. I feel bad for putting her down too.

Alot of things happened for the past 2 weeks which i dun wanna bring up and letting everything behind and taking a bigger step to push myself infront. (even though the last toe aint moving at all)

November 17th was a good day :)
Met victoria for lunch.
talk to Aqilah about alot of things
Went to training with one my broadest grin
as usual got disturbed by Hazwarie & Alfred.
and the night ended beautifully with shafina and i completing our very first workout in groupC.
I came home with that urgency and discipline to STudy PI. and guess what i finally understood the japan language( PI).
Sometime is that D word that plays a vital part in our daily activities. discipline.
Its 0303am. going off to bed now. feeling relieved and satisfied.
I just pray to allah, i can wakeup feeling like this.

ps: I LOVE MY PAPA AND I MISS HIM BECAUSE HE WAS THE BEST MAN ON EARTH. AND I REALLY MISS ME :'( UNTIL NOW I CANT BELIEVE HE IS GONE. THIS JUST GET ME UPSET. ITS REALLY TOO MUCH TO LET GO. :(.
PAPA, BLESS US. WE WILL STAY STRONG FOR MUMMY AND THAHIR! I WILL BE THERE FOR THEM

I LOVE
FAMILY
MAFAN
SP LONGDS

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