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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

ROLLER COASTER

roller coaster rides: usually daring ones, or those want to have fun, camouflaging their coward-ness within them, displaying only their courage, will take the initiative to be first in queue.

During a roller coaster ride, you can hear laughters, cries( from the "daring ones"), shouts "help!!" " mummy!!!" or any RANDOM yelling. holding your heart in hand, "will i drop??, will i not? am i safe?" pondering questions all over your mind. relieved only when you step OUT of the gate.

this is what my life is like
now.

Rainbow of emotions.
blue, red, green, yellow, purple.

In the morning i was contented, i received my pay; my last pay from donut factory. i decided to save it up to get a new phone. (bet it could last till September though). I met up with aqilah at the bus stop. Just as the bus arrive, i realise i forgort my EZLINK card. even though i laughed at my blurrrrr-nessss. i was thinking about alot of issues.

it may appear to be a small issue. But i feel its part of responsibility. why do we curse " oh shit! i forgort!!" its going to lead to bigger issues. Okay take it easy.
warning #1 be more careful. be more discipline
After cabbing back from science centre to school; we were eating lunch in the library cafe.
i once used to say
"EATING IS INDULGENCE"
But i suddenly think its greediness.

i dunnoe why. i love food. i love to try all the different types of food. but i am always on the wrong square. Sometimes, after eating a large meal, i regret. i feel guilty. as though i am not taking good care of myself.

warning #2: eat healthy, eat right:)

After lunch, while i Aqilah and miyane were studying, i decided to watch a movie i did bring my Forencis chemistry notes to study before training. i changed my plan on the spot. i watched the "click"

i know i am running out of time.
i should be more firm.
prioritise!!! please help me.
i hate it when people scold me, command me to do things, but i do think twice. most of the time twice on the wrong side.

warning #3 study like you have never seen those books before during this 3 weeks holidays!!!

the movie potrayed a very good moral: family comes first.
warning #4 NOTHING BUT FAMILY IS THE BEST

Training for poly 50.

there was a moment, i stop to think, to realise. i am already 18!. past is the past. my standard is now worst than never. i am quite sad and disappointed. however, i am willing to train hard. to ger back my 2.4 timing, sub 12 minutes. i just cant wait for it.

we did 10 times 200m. i am sooo not a sprinter. i wanna learn endurance and discipline through this.

warning #5 train hard, die hard. pain heal but glory lasts forever

After training i headed back home, immediately. i saw my exhusband on my table!! yeshaa! my good old badminton racquet!! hit the wall till i burst sweat. it felt sooo nice. as though i have dropped some burden. the feeling, the passion. i felt it. "see la emo again" bathe, prayed for everyones health and stuff. and my own selfish wishes and desires, shared with allah my aims and goals in life. I went to shop for toilet accessories. be it, face, soap or shampoo, groceries, shoes, clothes. nothing beats it. shopping is when all woman take lead. (hint: i got my pay) i bought home some durians. yummy! "shake heads to those anti-durians"

warning #6 SHOPPING:):)
every woman's secret to happiness

warning #7 I LOVE DURIANS

i am extremely proud to be a member of blss badminton team 07:)

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