alive.

I am running a temperature. ohman!
i wanna go track training tomorrow. hopefully i am better off.
I think its due to not-enough-rest.
come on nazreen, recuperate.
prove to the world you are not a weakling!

MY handbook is filled to the last page. i have many things to do, in my finger tips.
2 things in mind
QAAS and tr& tra quiz
MST.

i can now place 100% concentration on my studies :):)
its time to gear up!
satisfaction.

 

Congratulations nazreen! you did!
YES I DID IT! .
I threw away all the discouragements!
and only kept my own willingness and motivation.
6 hours 41minutes!!

:):):).
first and the last

 

after 1 year and 3months of experience; i have finally decided to quit my job at donut factory.
Sorry guys, i cant give you peeps free donuts anymore. nevertheless , my sister is still working. know what am i thinking? :) i am soooo gonna miss my supervisors and colleagues. and frequent customers.

I have loads of fun while working. Closing at 11pm usually extended to 11.30. Daisy and i would continue chatting instead of reporting and cleaning respectively. not aware of the time. we would all laugh together. laugh at weird customers. get angry at annoying customers. curse at eff-ed up customers.

these are memories.

Thursdays are usually nice. we have trace and transition and forensic practical every other thursdays. and Ultimate from 5-9.

Yesterday it was extraordinaryly pleasing. After practical, we had camp at Dr Chia's office for about freaking good 60 minutes because all of us dint know how to calculate the theretical % of oxalate in that freaking crystals. COL MAN! CRIES OUT LOUD. and cunning as a fox Dr chia refuse to give us the answer that explains the a hour wait. HE finally prove himself guilty and he was starving. All of us refuse to leave unless he give the ans. he wanted us to leave it blank. zzzz. He allowed us to come back on friday to hand in that bloody 2 pieces of paper. OH PLEASE. we dun have classes on even weeks of friday.

My legs are itchy, i cant wait to run!
and prove the world wrong
and shut them up

today is most probably my last day of work.

 

happening life, question mark.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMOTHY TAN,

i badly wanted a happening life beside lectures, tutorials. something more than interesting. more mind capturing.

but now its all about me
and
my extremely-happening-exciting-thrilling path i am in.

Since there is no more tri( i dunnoe what happened), miyane and i joined ultimate frisbee. and track and field. is that shocking? come on la. dunt be. i was once a member of jurong primaryTNF okay. i was an all rounder at that point of time.

i was in indian dance as well!! dunt believe, go check out my footprints at SIR S R nathan's office.

Back to the point. Ultimate because we want a real game. Track and field because we wanna improve our goddamned timing for races.

TNF trainings are on monday, wednesday and friday. Frisbee , wednesday and thursday.
my beautiful life story.

OH COME ON!
i prioritise my studies first!
no matter what!
i jus then started my trace and trans revision. its interesting yet difficult.

RAN PASSION RUN
15km
1hour 36 minutes.
i wanted to make it sub 90 minutes. i failed. if not for yan ren, i think i would have did it more badly.

TRAIN NAZREEN!!

DUN TRAIN WITHOUT AIM
DUN AIM , IF YOU NEVEN TRAIN

Monday tnf training,
2.4 time trial
13mins 36 sec.
wooohoo!! i miss my past! when i always did 2.4 under 12 minutes.
that was once upon a time

today IS my babe, tim's 19th birthday!!!!
This time it was a different type of surprise.
We went to sakura for dinner. But this time evangeline brought the birthday cake in! a total surprise for my buddy!!! WE LOVE YOU TIM! hope you like our gifts and cards!

i found where i really belong. love you all people!

 

traveling in a tw0-way path

I am in the midst of trace and trasit tutorial, which needed to be done by tomorrow.
i reached home at 10 on a sunday night. Spending my time with friends on a sunday is like once in a purple moon( If there is any.)

As early as the chicken coo-ed, i was awake, too excited, confused, worried, in agony, in pain. to sleep longer. at 7.30am. Muscle cramp last night add salt to my wound. Met Miyane at 11 to collect our race pack for passion run. ( the RED jersey is cool. ) 4050, is my bib number. want to buy, 4D? permission NOT granted:) Mi yane dine-in at Han's(tak halal) for lunch. While.,

Ibu called us " i have reserved a cheesecake at hilton, do you girls mind collecting it for me?"
i have only HEARD how delicious and rich it is, never TASTEd that seriously-ohmygosh-expensive cake.

We, so confidentaly" okay, no problem" ended up calling her up again to locate it.
Trained down to jurong point to get some of the last minute stuffs like decorations for our heart-shaped card( credits to SEAH MIYANE) and the cake. Shahril wanted to get flowers for his girlfriend.
i was superduper stress. i had to take calls after calls, message after message. where to meet, how to get there) especially those leaving in the east! EG: timothy got off at jurong east thinking that jurong point is at Jurong east. how cute:)

Settled down at macdonals to get everything done. while miyane was decorating the cake, Ibu and i went over to swensens to get OUR cake for aqilah. cookies and cream :) (yummy!!, buddies, remember my birthday?) Met up with shahril, and timothy, to get flowers. Everything settled!

off we go to give the girl ( who is about to go into depression because she said her birthday was like some crap, none of us contacted her or replied her. shah's lie was perfectly working out. he told her he was at the beach!!. WE were all thinking and laughing of the lies we have told her.

7th floor, we lighted up the cake, called ibu. get set go. she opened the door.
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTDAY TO AQILAH
HAPPY BIRTHDA TO YOU!"

she was already in tears!!! wanna see? we recorded it down, awadah from inside, aziya from outside. 2 different angles( acording to mr sha).
Settled down inside to feast on the goodies Ibu bought. talked and laughed. tell her how we went to the beach.
ILAH: what time did you all meet?
me: i meet them at the beach at 1
Ilah: then shah and tim?
me: also at the beach.

LOLS. the beach story never ended.
Gave her presents. this is the most exciting part.

Miyane and I bought eclipse for her.
i had to make sure we dint bought the one she already has right.
the day before:
" ilah, can lend me eclipse on monday?"
" i only got new moon:)"
" oh okay thanks. nvm then :("
:):)

when she took out the book, her face expression was from " hey.. " to " OHHHH... HAHAHAHA" she whacked me.

One thing in my babe's hate list is " drink plain water" we have to FORCE her to drink water! and she waste 1 buck a day just to get ICE moutain water.
we bought for her a extremely cute nalgene water bottle!!! LIME GREEN.
again she laughed!!!. so cute. haha
she laughed and laughed!!!
" make sure you carry this to school!!!!" we warned her.

The last thing was the photomini!!
seriously i love that gift! haha. she quickly ring it to her handphone.
it consists of photos of the 6 of us. :)

and OUR CARD!!!. heartshaped. nicely laced up!! decorated and notes every where!! upside down! the card is huge!

Next was Tim's present.
it was a damn cute cup in a damn cute basket with his own "essay which was like manypages long!"
" PARTNER! next time i come, make sure it is not sitting inside the cupboard! you better use it to drink!" haha. see what i mean.

Shah's present for her. was a bouquet of roses. it has 9 real roses and 1 fake rose. she has to find out which was the fake one. it wasnt difficult. LOL. inside was a chain , the same as what shah was wearing but it had different wordings " shahril's" how sweet. hahaha.

she asked him : where did you get the flowers from ?"
all of us answered in chorus: the beach. where else??"
hahah. the day dint end here.

We waited for her brother, azfar to come back from work ( he is working in NUM)
Her brother is sure crappy. it runs in the blood.
we laughed at all their random jokes. hahahahahaha.
while the Poly students trained down to lau pa sat, aqilah's cousins drive-ed down.
her brother can be shah's partner, another headache to timothy. and the girls were all laughing nonstop
thank you Ibu, for the dinner. :):)

last but not least. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BABE! .
picture-d post. soon.


ALL HAIL MANCHESTER UNITED!!! WON 11 EPL TITTLES!!
18TITLES!!
REDDEVIL. I AM PROUD TO BE ONE
we are known for BRILLIANT FOOTBALL



this is my beautiful sunday
7 days to passion run
14 days to adidas sundown



please think twice before you say anything
if you cant think
then jus
EFF-up!

 Contrasting luck all day long

Contrasting luck all day long can be confusing when you want to relate to things, or even think about what has happened.

i am getting alittle bit more cocky during lectures nowadays.
During trace and transition lecture,
Drchia was questioning us "why transition elements have variable oxidation states"
(Oxidation state refers to the how many times the electron can become oxidised, by giving away electrons)
i felt that the class was too quiet(surprisingly)
so i chirped out " easy to get the electrons out "
Dr chia " yes, i like that word. remove. electrons can be removed easily, you are good"
aqilah (who sat right beside me) " you never say remove right".
" hahaha! i said easy la."

The theory behind this : electrons can be removed easily because they have very little energy difference between their subshells. So then why other elements do not have Variable Oxidation states?

i was being attentive " because they have huge energy difference between their subshells." not confident at all.
astonishingly, my sarcastic answer was right. i think any saiclan member can answer this. LOL.

" wow, nazreen you are really good today, thats right.... " he went on.
this is simply hilarious.
moral of the story : sarcasm helps to gain knowledge

I HATE WEARING GOGGLES during practicals. if i am going to get a bad headache, which can lead to migrain and if this worsen, and if i die( because i wore goggles during practicals) i am so gonna sue whoever came up with such idoitic rule.

Friday morning was PERFECTTT
Miyane and I, swam 15laps in sp pool(750m) and ran 2 rounds around sp(6.4km)
We were crying out " i am dying" " my legs are breaking" " come on nazreen, come on miyane"
inconclusion: WE DID IT!

we did alittle bit of physical. " woah! tiring sial"

pasta from pizzahut & banana milkshake from fc3 was our lunch. chicken royale rocks. trained.

Wait for my next post!
This is so exciting.
hopefully everything goes out jus perfectly as planned.

Tonight
REDDEVILS VS GUNNERS!!
A DRAW IS ENOUGH FOR US TO LIFT THE TROPHY!!
BUT WE OUGHT TO WIN IT REAL HARD TO NIGHT!

 

OLLEH everybody,
i am back with tons of photos. i am currently stuck with a bluetooth-less handphone, therefore. i need to get photos via msn, but i am rarely online. but nevertheless, here i am:)

This photo is an introduction!
it was taken using my handphone and then messag-ed to miyane. laugh out loud. both of were laughing at my damn-extremely-cute phone :)
practical sessions aint spared. this is how i read the ph (mg/l) of chlorine in wastewater. it was transparent in colour. It was serious difficult to read. as you have to hold it up to the light to see the similarity.
this is a COLOUR pallete, to find out PH was effluent water( basically wastewater, can you imagine we are dealing with this stuffs, puke*) and pure water itself.
happy-happy, take phot0!
this is a disguting set up for condensation, miyane set it up alone, without anyone's help, ( she had the notes beside her, of cous :))
This is the most scariest practical. forensic experiement. calculate nitrate and chlorine ions in diluted solutions. WE had to pipette continuously nonstop. each person for more than 20 times. trust me its not the secondary-school method where there are bottons to control. this is done MANUALLY. disgusting
future forensic scientist at work :). wartever larr
miyane, my lap partner, group of 5 actually reenie and michelle handled the chlorine ions while we took care of nitrates. aqilah was on Leave Of Absence(LOA) .

DO i look like i am serious concetrating on something( should be studying right)
I WAS DRAWING THIS EXTREMELY CUTE little girl
fiona's art on display on the left.
can you see the module?
Quality assurance and statistics, its DR ONG's lesson!!
TADA, i gave a white hairband ( thankyou miyane, for your liquid paper )
12/05/09!!!
A RUN TO KING ALBERT PARK'S MACDONALD
WE DID it!!.i was praying to allah, it was 1930 when we reached dover MRT station. it was dark and scary. we were running on our own pace. i was doa'ing for 2 things. " dun stop! dun stop!!" and no is for our safety of course. dunt worry, we are perfectly fine now. and obviously i DINT STOP!!!estatic!!
haha. happy for both of us:) neither of us stopped to rest on the way back. is it cool or wart. 25 minutes to run back. shiok.

right after the run, in the toilet, nearest to the swimming pool. HAPPINESS. SENSE IT

i alwso bought a pair of shoes, :) its red and black this time round:)
before i forget, i was wearing this priceless antique blss badminton jersey to run. we get into nationals. while wearing this jersey. there is a signature of ronald susilo, candrick lee and the female player( autograph session during their visit to blss badminton carnival)is this picture sweet. ?? haha. aqilah took it because we all in reds, go go ! manchester united!!
(LVP SUCK LA)

my lovely clique:) love you!

jingwee: i also support "man u". because there is a variety of food to choose from. he meant MENU! .
asshole.

 

its 9am; Saturday morning. i am wide awake whining while the rest of my family are resting peacefully. i slept for exactly 8 hours from 12pm to 8am. how cute.

give me a few moments to recall. too many happening things this week.

i was all dressed up at 7.15am. but IT WAS POURING too much that ants had to take cover too from the rain.
i decided to bus to lakeside MRT Station to prevent any number of water droplets from getting anyway near me( shitdamn! i sound like a bimbo! but seriously i jus dint want to get wet. especially in the morning. and to add fuel to the fire, the sitting in the lecture theatre will be like ANTARCTICA( woohoo, i jus love exaggerating))

i totally regret taking bus to school early in the morning! the busmoved like 0.1mm/hour.( i told you i <3 exaggerating) well. it was seriously damn fucking slow!!. Usually it will take about 10 to 15 minutes from my house to lakeside MRT station. and on wednesday morning it took like 30 minutes?? i was so goddamn late. nervous. trained down to dover, jus to realise aqilah hasnt even board her bus.

wondering why was i nervous to be late for lessons?? because its forensic( my favourite module), and its DR ONG. that DR seriously has a power in his name. he doesnt allow anyone to come in after 8.30. i received a sms from ahyane " he started chasing people out of the class already"

okay after this what else do you expect. there goes my chances of winning the prize for 100% attendance. actually he is a nice teacher. a fact i wouldnt disagree. i jus realise i have typed 3 paragraphs jus on a wednesday morning.

we did speed dating for GEMS! jus to find out. someone eyecandied my babe.hilarious as sweet.
you know what happened. i went back home at 5pm. bathed eat play the computer while. slept at 7.30pm. how peaceful. my earliest since school started. usually 7.30 i will be jus leaving school after a run.the summary is i slept at 7.30pm.

THursday, i had DR ONG'S lesson for QAAS this time round.
" nazreen, why dint you turn up for yesterday's lesson?"he questioned me!
" i was late. it was raining!! the bus dint move at all...." with my expression, exaggeration and my high-pitched voice.

i cant believed i actually argued with him. well thought he would be furious. he was actually smiling! laugh out loud.

PRACTICAL WAS DAMN HELL LOADS OF FUN!.
i was laughing throughout the whole 2 hours.
serious My lab partner, miyane is the best!!.
let me try to explain one of the stupidest thing we did. catch it if you can. if you cant dun blame it on my English, i am trying my goddamn best here.

the difference between concentration of nitrate ions in 10^-2 and 10^-3 dilution is damn huge. while using the ion selective electrode to measure for 10^-3 was 63.6. then we measured the next one was also 60+! oh no! we were stunned. we thought its our mistake or something. we immediately YELL "HELP"!!! okay. jus called for her.
" are you measuring the right beaker?"
thats when i burst out laughing!! we forgot to change the beaker to the next dilution. i laugh so loudly that every one's eyes was on me. i hide in embarrassment :$. trust me we took as many photos as we could.

 

did you hear my cries?

i am terribly upset. Someone stole my not-even-3-months old NUM sandals!Since its from New urban male, it is not cheap. it cost me 40 bucks AFTER a 20% discount. i think the person( lets call him/her C, cheapo:)) might be dead by now thanks to my cursing and swearing this morning, with the help of aqilah.

crying, sobing
" Ilah, someone stole my NUM sandals!!! . **** them. screw them!! you know when i came out i cant find it. i am so sad ilah. wah seriously. i hope the person die on spot. i am very extremely sad you know. its 40 bucks. my 2 days pay. screw him!!

imagine how frustrated and irritated i was.
and then

"babe, chill!! okay okay. iwish the person die on spot also! so. tml's headlines " man found dead, because he stole shoes"

I burst out laughing!!!
aqilah, i love you . muack.

but i still hope that guy who stole my sandals will be screwed up!
to add salt to my wound, i saw an indian guy wearing the exact colour sandals as mine. ohh. screw it!

today is just not our day dear clique<3
miyane was having cramps.
i was terribly upset and tired because of yesterday;s long run
aqilah was in a very difficult solution " shadow or star" she wanted both. but only allowed to choose 1.
i will pray for our days in our second year to get better alright.

today we skipped practical,we dint run either.
so it was a home game ;)

i went for a hair cut today.
now is the season to cut hair. cool!

The HINI( previously names as swine flu, in case you are still outdated) flu is now at level 5 according to MOH. students from all over singapore, have visited guardian watsons to get a thermometer, only to find out it is all sold out.
i am lucky to have one at home:)

darlings, please do take care of yourself, drink GALLONS of water. be more cautious about hygiene. all dieseases are striking 1 by1.
dun take advantage of the fact that so far, there is not 1 singaporean who has been infected by influenza A. lets all pray for each other's health and wealth. :)

its all non-photos post nowadays
i have yet to get myself, a camera and a camera phone.
poor thing.
soon.

i am still not over with the fact that
my sandals are stolen!

maybe 40 bucks is not alot to you rich ass,
but 40 bucks is alot to me. i could have bought 1 dress and be very relaxed. it sure has to be in my cupboard.
even if the person is going to return me my slippers. i think i will probably throw it away.( istill can hope luh!!LAUGH OUT OUT)
who knows what he has done with it!!
so i probably should stop complaining and probably think i have donated it someone who isnt so well to do to buy slippers.
shit i am talking like spoilt brat!!
i am sorry to whoever you are!

 

its jus so devastating

i am tired. after a long run to king albert park's macdonald and and back to school!!
miyane we did it!

i wanted to be good student, kid, girl. name it.
wanted to complete my tutorial.

i ended up falling asleep.

 

i am convincing myself
i am not hurt.
even a bit.
i am lying.

spent my weekend
sweating out ideas.
how to be a happy kid
with loads of new burdens.

i definitely did not find any answers.
because there aint any.

naiveness, the reason.
in between all this troubles,
i gave myself many chances.
to feel the heat and push the gear.

i failed as many times i tried.

i wanna promise myself.
i dun want to try again. anymore. ever. and.ever
i still cant figured out why.
i jus realise. its all about me.

like i always say.
in between all this suffering
i am always the little happy kid.
adios.

PS: I AM STILL HURT! :(:(

 

school life.

school school school.
is that what i am going to whine about?

yes.NO!

Even weeks are really cool<3 Gems is hilarious! guys only think of 1 thing. " even statistics show" ( quoted by a Malay guy")

my clique is now quite notorious.. we are almost late for everyday lesson. not late not late.
On the last second before being marked late.

MR ONG. who lectures my classes for forensic and QAAS ( quality assurance and statistics!!!)
knows my name in mind without name list. !! "time to keep your profile low"

my clique is known for eating in class. We have been warned more than 3 times not to consume any sweet food or drinks in lecture theatres, by MR ONG!!. worst. we sit right under his nose in lecture theatres. hilarious, come to think about it.

once AFTER eating, gathering all the plastic rubbish pieces( imagine how plastic sounds like when crumpled"
mr ong: still hungry arh??
me: No!!!! i never eeeeeeeat!!

combine lectures. great embarrassment. thank you

During trace and transition lecture, Dr Chia introduced a new formula for "2nsquare" to calculate the number of electrons. i could have sworn i have never came across this formularrr in secondary school.

" Dr chia, i dun remember this formular!" i told Dr chia. probably shouted since i was sitting at the back of the class.

"i tell Mrs Hong"
shocked, stunned
i need witness and backup right.

"irene, have you seen this formular before?"
"actually dunnoe. like never. " *whispers, but loud enough for me to hear*
"Dr chia!! see. ask irene, she was in the same class as me, also din use this formula before"
LOL!! poor irene. got her into trouble.

Dr chia was sure stunned

During tr&tra practical(right after the lecture)
" irene was also from boon lay sec?"
"yea same class as me"
i learnt that he has taught in boon lay secondary before. when i was 13teen years old. secondary 1. he taught a NA class. 1Na2.

practical ended at 5.30 on thursdays. and will end at 6, on odd weeks.
Dint go for training.
my mum forbidden me to do so.
i wasnt feeling well. well was coughing and coughing and coughing. get the picture?

ran on wednesday. TIRED. HOT.

3 races in mind.

MANCHESTER UNITED!!
we won 5-2 against the spurs.
great come back after the second half.
and also the gunners 1-nil!!

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