18th march 2oo9, Wednesday.
Its 14o pm in my clock.

Today is the day, every student in singapore polytechnic was waitin anxiously waiting for. Some excited, nervous, confident, scared. i was one of them. A month ago, i recalled myself, studying quite fiercely for such a major exam, In many differnt places. my home, miyane's house and not forgetting school. Th perfect environment, if i were to compare, would be school because there are some teachers who could clear our doubts almost immediately, not ignoring the fact that, their staffrooms were approximately 5 minutes walk. I started counting down my doomsday since I stepped out of the classroom of my last examination, chemical process principles A (C.P.PA for short). The crucial period when your stomach will be upside down; yesterday night at 12 am. i was desperately trying to use my laptop to check my results when it ...... So i quickly dashed down from my double decker bed to use the dextop in my living room. it was a moment full of pain and nervous. butterflies churned my stomach. sign of nervousness. Every moment was painstaking. i quietly switched on the CPU. and waited patiently while it loaded. The first thing i did was to click morzilla firefox surprisingly not MSN. Login to sp student webmail. i Can feel my heart, on my hands. There i saw is

[INBOX 1]. i shifted the arrow towards the icon and clicked on it.
Singapore polytechnic Semestral examiNations AY 08/09. my hear out literally put of place, so was my stomach when i entered the last door. there it was.

3 Bs, 3cs and 1 D.
The few things i looked for
1) is there a need to forward any module, AEE?? NO
2) how is my core modules ? B for ioc, cplus for MIP and C for cppa. not to fascinating. but alright (:
3) MY GPA????

i searched around. scrolling up and down. i couldnt find a 3.digit number. i thought the number was invisible to everyone. but apparently it was jus ME. and a few others. i asked around.

Brushing teeth everymorning, seem to appear at the end of my list every morning.
I quickly checked my SPwebsite for my results, GPA. well. desperate help and motivation needed for necxt sem.

My mind is filled.
o1. PRAY i can get into same class as aqilah and miyane
o2) get into industrial chemistry
o3) pay miah back 50 bucks
o4) train and train and train like mad for race.
o5) work to pay for hp bill, driving license and a new handphone.

 

the swimsuit test
You are extremely sensitive and the smallest criticism can profoundly hurt your feelings. When you are not happy with something, you let it show. You are a candid person, but sometimes people might wish you were less of a drama queen.

crossing a river
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

1. A kind of person you will be attracted to in a real life situation is those who are unbridled and free
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that makes you feel irresistible is being straightforward, and having your partner speak directly.
3. The impression you'd like to give to your lover is optimistic.
4. One reason that would make you break up with your partner is his or her being ruthless, cold-blooded or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you'd like to build with your partner is that you care not only about the present but also the future with your partner. A long-lasting relationship that you can grow with is important.
6. Would you commit adultery? Society and morality worry you. You wouldn't do anything wrong after marriage.
7. About marriage, you are quite pessimistic. You don't think a happy marriage exists anymore.
8. About love, at this moment, you don't want to be tied by a steady relationship. You just want to flirt.

• The one who will never forget you is aqilah.
• The one who you can consider as your real friend is miyane.
• The one you really love is-----
• This may be your soulmate: mumtaj.
• The one you will remember for the rest of your life is girlfriend.
  

1. Family
2. Career
3. Pride
4. Love
5. Money

• Your own personality is scary.
• Your partner's personality is irritating.
• Your enemy's personality is disgusting.
• What you think about sex is bright.
• What you think about your own life is beautiful.

1. Passion
2. Career
3. Friends and relationships
4. Marriage
5. Death

the secret of forth coin

It would be very difficult for you to fall in love with someone. But when you love, honesty is your first priority. You are an emotional person.

 

i stretched myself. looking at the clock that has jus strike 12pm. i must be one lucky indian girl who is able to sleep till afternoon. then i realise... it wasnt there. i searched around frantically looking for it. i found it! on top of the cupboard. my storybook, breaking dawn the fourth book of the twilight saga.i have completed the first 3. i had stopped at page 650 the night before. I couldnt control myself, i wanted to know the ending, the consequences, the product of a vampire and a human. i dint get out of my double decker bed. at that point of time, brushing my teeth was at the end of my list. i sat up straight and started reading another 100 pages. and i finished it at 2.30pm.

As i was thinking about plans for today, i squeezed the toothpaste on my purple toothbrush and started brushing. i was planning to go either a swim or run. but looking at the perfectly scorching weather and myself in the mirror i was giving it a second thought. i was weighing the importance of 2 things. My darkskinnedface which will become worst VS the fats bulging out. i decided to go for it.

I was suntanning indirectly as i walk towards the entrance of the swimming pool.

i remember those times when it was newly opened. the snake-like queue was painstakenly long and neverending, as though a thousand million zillion 42-inch plasma televisions were given away free of charge and there was no tommorow. I remembered dragging my feet home in sunken spirits after ending our agonising mission of searching fruitlessly for the last person in the queue. I must agree that i was incredibly cheap. prices for children and senior citizens was only 80 cents, a dollar 50 for adults. it does not only have a competition pool for swimmers, a wave pool with hourly showers, a lazy pool with strong currents and 2 kids pool; with playgrounds.

Well, there was no queue today; because it was a monday. i smiled to myself. content. foolishly assuming the crowd inside the pool because of the queueless entrance. I paid 80cents for the entrance free. like i always say. i preferred being a kid. i pushed the card inside the machine at the same moment, taking a peep at the swimming pool . To my astonishment, it was packed. then it ring a bell, it was school holidays for Secondary and primary school kids. The sun was standing too strong to pray that the clouds would overpower the sun. As i walk towards the competiton pool, i took a glimpse of the others pools.

the Mushroom. Toddlers, adorable babies in their size bikinies, children with colourful armfloats and flowery swimming costumes. The wave pool was filled with guys in their trunks jumping against the weak waves. Teenagers in their bikinies also looked very pretty and sexy. Couples spending their time together in swimming pools was sweet and lovely. The stenchful chlorine smell breezed through my nose together with scent of the trees swaying the wind. combination wasnt perfect.

i was looking for a tiny space in the shade to hide my things , a towel and the clothes i was wearing, i found it in between a malay teenage couple and a malay family. i stripped. i was wearing a sleeveless green arena swimsuit inside. which has a hole at the back. haram. and headed for the side of the pool which was empty surprisingly, not for long though. The water was a perfect contrast to the weather. I jumped in slowly, not wanting to make a splash. put on my goggles and started my swim. i had to shift my position regularly in order not clash with other swimmers and also those inconsiderate others who were swimming horizontally across the pool. i jus concentrated, focused on my aim. As i swim i ignored the what my other senses were telling me. i only had one aim on mind.

it was 4.30pm, i stepped out of the pool with a proud look on my face, satisfied withmyself. took my things, thanking god, and i started towards the toilet for my worst nightmare. The toilet was house full; as i expected.then I SAW IT. A girl darker than wart i think i used to be. i pulled the strap of my swimsuit to compare my tan. The girl at the other side of the mirror did the same. it was hideous. I noticed the woman beside me was giving me a side glance and disgusted face due to my unglamness, so i quickly ran to the nearest subicle. i wiped myself and stared at the mirror i was horrified at myself. I was seriously blacken, for once, i hated the sun and my urge to swim.
Quickly got dressed , homed to bathe.

My close relatives, came over to visit my grandmum and my dad who have jus returned from egypt. the trip was religious purpose. i am yawning and i typed this line. AND here i am blogging.
TODAY IS 17TH march.

 

 

How you control your husband, who will lead the family and who will be led?

You will never expect to control your boyfriend or husband. Your boyfriend and you will take turns to make decision and the decision is often acceptable to both of you. Whatever you want to let him know, you can just tell him straightforwardly. This is a good relationship, a pretty modern one.

 

You are interested in the opposite sex. Though you have already got a guy you like, you still date with other guys. Is that right?

LOLS!!!!

 

Bright and Cheerful

You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.

 

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

1. You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

 

everything is cleared,
back to normal
how it used to be and
hopefully
will be
A.LW.A.Y.S

HOLA!! Went out with my clique members today. haha.

thats all.

i am happy

like usual.
nothing is going to comb and spoil my atmosphere(:(:(:

LOVES DCP 1A/25 muack

 

i jus cant believe i am doing this
maybe its jus me.
me.

its me i am fighting against,

 

 

HEYLO!!!
i am back from my poly class chalet.
i wun deny the f-word, FUN(:

Met my both babes, ila and sha, queenstown-ed for some stuff. and trained to PASIRRIS to aloha loyang(:
o1_ played card games which were damn hell funny. lols. flowery bedsheet, reinforced polyesther window frames??!! citigems HAh! My turn, doubledecker bed 2. LOLS!! not forgetting MRT stations!!

o2)Changed and headed down to the swimming pool. Had some serious fun(oxymoron) "okay la hor". bathe and ate come hotdogs. hmmm. miah drove the 4 of us, sha ila miyane and me, to changi for dinner since there was not enough food.dropped sha off at the mrt station since he was not staying and then to miah's place. it was finally 12 am ( for him)

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY MIAH!!!!!

headed back to the chalet. miah and miyane went to sleep. oh gosh. i and ila were so freaking bored cous the rest of them were heading to bed. We kind of self entertain ourselves playing card games. " bah.. b..." haha. to bad sha wasnt there :P then alot of cock shit come out la. lols. we headed to the swimming pool and sat in the water, getting ourselves wet. cous we were DAMN BORED. took photos. thousands and millions of them.

did i forget to add, it was RAINING. well, drizzling at least. we took photots with the umbrellas as well. lols. we took photos with signboards, maps. wart else?
Went back. jus torealise miyane and miah also haven sleep. chat while. thenwent to watch movie. and...
my eyelids started closing

Aqilah:Noor nazreen you are sleeping and leaving me alone come lets go out"

HAHA. okay., we went out, played badminton awhile. stayed outside the chalet waiting for our macbreakfast. dring.. We had out breakfast outside the pool as well. Then slacked. talk laugh. LOLS. shared stories, gossipped. when miyane called us said she was leaving. We went back changed and went swimming again. LOLLLLLLLLLL.



trust me. we were kind of bored actually expect for the fact that we had each other. LOLS.
trained home, rushed to dental appt. HSH. slept at 6pm. and woke up at 3AM. its 7amnow and yes i am awake. i will upload the photos. later.

on a happier note,
dr low said the braces would be removed in the next appointment.

you put in this spot
like you said
you would

 

Noor nazreen bTE Abulhasan was a pupil of boon lay secondary schoolfrom 2004-2007

Noor nazreen is a pleasant pupil who is polite towards her teachers. she is outgoing and confident. As a sportswoman, she possess great perseverance and determination which has helped to put her in good stead. a bright and motivated student, Noornazreen has great potential to excel. Noor nazreen is a jovial and good-natured person who can accept criticism. She is gregarious and will attempt to mingle with and get to know newcomers in a gathering she stands by her beliefs and follows them. Noornazreen also has a witty sense of humour and is highly articulate in putting forth her thoughts. Noor nazreen regarded her teachers with respect and frequently initiated help to them. she is generally well liked by her peers because she is known to be a selfless person who is sensitive to the feelings of others. she is careful with her words and always thinks before she speaks.

Noornazreen has an inquiring mind and displays a capacity for critical and analytical thinking. she is industrious and conscientously tried to improve her weaker subjects like English, by reading more books and newspapers as well as seeking her teachers help when she encountered difficulties. Noornazreen attended all lessons punctyally and she was always 4ready and prepared for every lesson. She would always pay full attention during lessons. In addition her enthusiasm and passion towards learning in the classroom enable her to constantly generate ideas during group and class discussions. She was highly responsive student adn was able to present her ideas clearly in class presentations. She has a high team spirit adn her peers looked up to her for suggestions and ideas. Noornazreen worked hard at managing both her studies and CCA well.. she also readily accepts the opinions and constructive feedbacks of others and is willing to modify her ideas. Noornazreen is especially good in mathematics. In the year 2005, she received the most improved pupil award and the Sustained Achievement award for the subject.

Being a skilled badminton school team player, she possesses leadership qualities that made her a figure of respect among her junior players. Noornazreen was always approachable and gave her time selflessly to coach them. she actively participated in her CCA(badminton) and in 2005 her team went into the finals in the interschool badminton championship which made history for boonlay secondary school. In 2004, she was in the class working committee for the entrepreneurs fair. Over the past 4 years she contributed greatly to the respective class committees by serving on the discipline and studies sub-committees. she was a reliable leader who went the extra mile to make any activity a success

 

Aquarius Friendly, Humanitarian, Honest, Loyal, Original, Inventive, Independent and Intellectual

Intractable, Contrary, Perverse, Unpredictable, Unemotional and Detached

Aquarians tend to be entrancing, exciting and unpredictable, yet somehow strangely detached from their surroundings. They are one of the zodiac's most eccentric personalities. They are seekers of the new, unusual, and challenging which leads them in many directions. Aquarians may try many things but without stability they may master none. Aquarians are philanthropic and humanitarian by nature. They see their calling as making the world a better place for all of us. Adventurous Aquarians are not averse to risk taking. Their optimism and positive outlook, combined with idealism and the need to break new ground can lead them into quite unfamiliar territory--not that this bothers them, for they are willing to follow any new lead to its conclusion. Aquarians are the bearers of originality, idealism and cosmic consciousness-with which they intend to drown materialism and tedium and injustice. Although Aquarians are compassionate and sympathetic to the needs of others, they do like things to go their way. Indeed, they can become very temperamental when things do not go their way. To the Aquarian the freedom to roam and explore is all-important. They hate to be tied down. These iconoclastic visionaries' style often reflects social trends that will become the standard far in our future.

The Aquarian In Love: One of the Aquarian's deepest needs is for a satisfying, complementary relationship, which gives them freedom and tolerance along with mental and physical stimulation. With the right person they will be a passionate, uninhibited and understanding lover intent on maintaining their bond for life. Receptivity will calm Aquarians' rebellious tendencies. Unlike many, Aquarians rarely feel any pangs of jealousy. SOOOO TRUEEEEE

 

edward cullen
first crushsecond
surya


TAYLOR LAUTNER,
MY CURRENT CRUSH.

 

dad, grandmum
i promise i wun be a headache to mum
take care,
i will doa for your safety.
and yes, i will ask mum for permission before i go anywhere
i am sorry if i have been rude or hurt your feelings,
have a safe journey and be back home soon

now 2 weeks seems like years, to me.

 

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