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twilight soundtrack Down to you You're pushing and pulling me down to you But I don't know what I Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should've never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should've never thought of you of you You're pushing and pulling me down to you But I don't know what I want No, I don't know what I want You got it you got it Some kind of magic Hypnotic hypnotic You're leaving me breathless I hate this I hate this You're not the one I believe in With God as my witness Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should've never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should've never thought of you of you You're pushing and pulling me down to you But I don't know what I want No, I don't know what I want Don't know what I want But I know it's not you Keep pushing and pulling me down But I know in my heart it's not you Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should've never thought Now when I caught myself I had to stop myself From saying something That I should've never thought of you I knew, I know in my heart it's not you I knew, but now I know what I want, I want, I want Oh no, I've should have never thought
comma comma fullstops. i dream about it all day all night i still cant get over it. leading such a typical teenager life, wart do you expect, the fairies and devils beside me arguing. should i or should i NOT. i am still doing AP chem report. i am not slow jus no motivation after wart has happened. jus deciding. god me strength and more time. inshyallah. i would jus be fine strong, all i wished for. i hope i will have a great year 2009. rooney's no. haha currently working very hard for 1)adizero shoes 2)NUM sandles 3) for races. adidas sundown in 60 bucks okay!. hah
oh boy. i doubtfully wonder When will a sanguine gets serious. its time again and again, repeatedly i told myself. "get back to reality" The most important thing in life. i am missing it. Alot. Its like finding which tree does the fallen leaf, belongs too. impossible. I can feel it, the challenge, the change and i strongly believe in retribution. oh hell.i am afraid. Its 24th of december. I was thinking if this is wart i really want. 6 more days, for a brand new year. yet i am in a delimma. still deciding the path. Few more days till sch reopen. i am looking forward for saiclan's chalet. i miss them. i really do. BUT guys, please spare a thought for me. i thought i can be alone, i wanted to be. but i jus then msged shila, if she accompany to swim. jus to realise, i can nv be alone. but i am suppose to be doing report.
TWILIGHT IS eff-you-see-kay-eye-and-gee-L-why FANTABULOUS. a must-watch movie.
TWILIGHT IS FANTABULOUS. a must-watch movie.
tick tock tick tock. only 9 more days till another year is born. i am too busy to update. i am partly looking forward for 2009. its too fast for me to catch. Os results, My birthday, semestral examinations. RESULTS. oh hell. and once again. 2 more months, before i become a year older. oh well. 2008: WAS perfectly great. maybe not maybe yes. Os results, my 17th birthday. NEW school, new friends, new lifestyle, INDEPENDENCY was the problem. becoming a young adult, more matured. learning how to think. learning how to behave. looking out for guys, controlling myself. all this are some bad habits. but at least i dun smoke, skip lessons unnecessarily. hang out with hooligans. hoohoo. mum, dad be proud. i am still the goody-2-shoes(: HOWEVER i still: talk back to teacher, be rude to that stupid nanny despite my mum;s advice i have learnt to look at the other side of the world. i am sanguine. i dun tear/fall apart. I LOVE to laugh. no matter wart. i am not the emotional type. but i will love to rub on people's wound(: I bought alot of things for myself. rewarding myself. I LOVE MY LIFE. I AM HAPPY WITH IT. I GOT EVERYTHING I NEED/WANT. wart more can i ask for,my perfect family, my beautiful friends, MY LOVED TEAM, the question is : wart else? HOWEVER PEOPLE, there is one thing. i dunnoe why i am not gifted for that. i know god is doing this for a reason. (: ps: i hope you know howi feel
NAZREEN IS BACK AND SHE IS EXTREMELY HAPPY. SHE LOVED THE TRIP AND EVERYTHING FOR THE PAST 4 DAYS. the time spent there was very precious. 32 of us. so nice, so peaceful , so wonderful. the climate is so nice so perfect. all my cousins are so hilarious that i laughed my ass off! Day1 : fraser hill The weather here was like living in the refrigerator. but one thing the hotel sucks to the core that i din dare to bathe. but the bird-viewing was very nice. picturesque. imagine where are we after 40 to 50 mins of winding. the hotel was like a haunted house. hmm. the floor was not even. and my grandmum fell down :( please dun ever go to silver park holiday resort( 3 star hotel, but i think it dun deserve this rank first time i see hotel like so shit..) Day 2: berjaya hills THE HOTEL WAS PERFECT. haha. first thing we did take photo with the hotel as the background, it was like a palace of the old times, very beautifully decorated. the next thing. swimming! shivered and shivered haha. dinnered. dun miss this hotel :berjaya hills. calmore hotel (3 star hotel, but i think it is very nice. it deserves a rise. lol) Day3: kL this place was shopping for the old ladies who likes to buy cloth, cloth, cloth, cloth. the only thing i got for myself is my lunch and ice cream. the ice cream was 6RM per scoop yet the strawberry icecream sucked like hell. check in hotel. swimmed dinnered and shopping at times square. ( this placve is so expensive. roar. i saw a 80RM dress. hmmm. When back, gathered at my dad's room to celebrate the promotion. my cousin was promoted to executive. woohoo. the chocolate cake was nice. LOLS. Day 4: sunway lagoon 3 WORDS: I LOVE IT i tried all the 360 oC rides and all wet and dry games. all so thrilling and exciting. haha. we were hanging in the air!! Suddenly i heard that my brother fell down and he was quickly brought to the hospital for stitches. but alhmdulila. he is fine. kuku boy. stopped for dinner at some place. last minute shopping. at a very tiny sourvenir shop. On the way to msia immigration, we were asked to say sth about the trip. even at that time they still can joke and laugh, aiyoyoyo. back to reality. today morning i received sms from WWS to check my mail. then i realise i still got 10 reports to do. LOLLLLLLLLLLL. okay la bye people. i jus love this trip. every moment is precious. there were 5 new members. my 2 brothers, their extremely adorable babies and one akka.. LOLS .and 100% attendance(: i love all of them. woohoo.
This whole week was hectic,mindblowing. Monday hari raya haji(: Tuesday.. hmm. Schooled to START on reports Thursdays is one day! i am a superwonder woman. dun believe me? I went to arena ALLALONE(SHIT! i nv did things alone man) to get new swimming costume and goggles. oh yea i spent 100 bucks. but its worth it. cous i jus love them (: they are the 2009 designs and i am the first in whole of singapore to get it (: smiles smiles. wartever. shameless. I went to work because DF NEEDED me. wahaha. it wasnt my shift. okay here comes my superwonder woman part. i went to TRAINING after that. 750M SWIM (15 LAPS) this is the kick. i swam for 38 mins! "hahahahaha" dun laugh please. its my first time swimming more than 10 laps after 3 years. and i wun forget to add 6KM RUN. i am proud of myself. 30 mins!!! (:(: met the food com for IMH. i am seriously pissed of with the guys. i rather they use their home electricity to play games instead of wasting the school's. Then went to NTUC to check out prices. I also contacted WWS waiting for their reply. hey i am the coordinator for WWS! woohoo! I think miyane should be the coordinator for IMH since its very difficult for eleen to contact the IMH officer. hmmm. and i put my dummmmmb laptop inside my bag and it was like carrying 10000 elephants. nvm. jeremiah helped me to carry it. hahaha. bought earings. 4 colours for 4 earholes. haha purple(ofcous) green yellow blue. hahs. my next race.. ADIDAS SUNDOWN 42KM!! i know i am jumping alot. but i have already set my mind on it. and i know i will definitely train for it. i know myself. sweat. sweat. sweat. i need to do alot of things. but guess wart!! i am going off for 4 days leaving all this shit behind.
i forgort to mention in my previous post i also needed to mentally prepare myself for a 1okm race. my target was to finish by 1 hours. aaverage 1km: 6min BANG! i and miyane ran together until about 2km. then split. then i called her ( yes i brought my hp with me) we decided to meet up after the water point. Then it was already 36mins. we started running at the 5km mark. where we spilt again. so i jus continued , constant pace till last 100m. 1 hour 13 mins. AHM was 1 hour 7. however i think if i nv stop or jus continue i could have done better. tml is hari raya haji(:
It has been 2 weeks since i updated. Last last monday we celebrated birthdays for Cheryle and Caterine and the win for aqilah. we also kboxed(: That whole week was spent slacking and mugging. Last week was MST week. Spent my time in school with cliques, miss and mr sp and friends. haha. they made me laugh like mad. hahas irshad: she laugh pump. irshad: i dun understand how come you are not laughing when you hear her laugh. hahs. basket. they love to play taiti. and exchange cards anyhow! hahahs It wasnt very stressful with this people around. but AEE was one of the suckiest paper. nvm i cant be bothered already because this is my homework for 3 weeks CPPA: practical report AEE: assignment and practical report CHEM: practical report, Individual report MIP: assignment and practical report CD: CIPs CRS: discussion cafe GEMS: project 2 FURTHER MORE i am going holiday on 14 and will be back on the 18th CIP to imh on 22nd december
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