hais. i have been studying since 7. and i am realli veh tired. but i still gort some parts of bio left and for chem, i dun understand anything. aiyar. today's physics test sucks. back to books.
I AM NORT ANXIOUS TO KNOW OTHERS MARKS. even i fail. 22.5/50 HAPPY?? i am nort boasting but jus to let u know that there is no one i can compare with. warts so great about others marks. i was just looking for the highest. i dun give a fucking damn about others ok. wart is important to me is MY OWN marks. anyway if people ask u for eur marks its eur wish to say or nort to say. if u choose to say then eur problem. but u have e rights nort to say. if u dudn say, then its the end of the story wart. so jus stop assuming things. compare wart shit? prove wart shit. aiyar. fuck lar. i am nort so cheap, if i want to know eur marks i rather ask u then look at the class list. even i did nort tell my marks to anyone. obviously then why would i want to know OTHERS marks. seriously its none of my buisness.
fucked and more fucked. tml physics test. i was revising like fuck. take a break and became more fucked up. . . i planned nort blog about my physics results. but he left me with no choice. i need to prove myself. anyway i was doing 10ys. and bye
DUN READ. i feel like craping. jus simply crapping. i hate languages. BOTH TAMIL AND ENGLISH.how i wish i could drop english amd mt and concentrate on my other subs. including lit. is nort tt i dun like lit but since my english sucks like hell, i could nort express myself during lit due to lack of good english.=((( and for mt i am struggling to finish a simple comprehension in the wb. cous i dun understand the passage. i hate languages. as i said i made a fool out of myslef during the english presentation. i jus dun give a damn about how well i do in english . i dunnoe why. i jus dun care. but i kn ow this behaviour of mine is definately going to lead me somewhere. somewhere. . .i should be studying bio now. i started then i felt like sleeping( pig) but i need to finish studying bio today. tml study physics weds study chem and thurs study ss=D ARG!!!!! why must we study? in mytimetable. there is only one word, the same work. STUDY. FUCK. crapping. isnt tt a students job? i feel like breaking down. why is life so . . so . . dunnoe? i jus. . . dunnoe lar. i dunnoe wart to do, to think, to type. I DUNNOE. at this point of time, all i cant think of is to complete studying bio. i memorise alot already. how much can my brain take? the whole of 2 chapters? right now i could have finish memorising another 2 pages if i did not... hahs.
sch was.. i make a fool out of myself during english lesson. but i dun give a damn. others presented 5 to 6 slides i only did 1 slide. .. ray and francis were "quarreling" on the way home. we took 198 back home. but on the route of 198, there was a accident. so sad. and the bus took the 157 route. reach home about 2.30 i just then woke after a 3 hour nap. i gonna finish up lit hw and start studying bio today, since amaths exam is shifted to next monday=( bye
ytd i spent the day doing homework and studied ss. today finish studying ss and started revising amaths. but i still gort hw left. i jus dun give a damn about mt but i dun wanna be left behind.
so fucked up. i think she's back. hais. i jus dunnoe.
yea. i am back. did nort blog for long cous nothing interesting was going on. but today is very special. amixtureof feelings
maths. first time i actually did the examples on my own . which means i was fast. i normally copy mrs ng's example cous she is too fast. SEL. they were crapping as usual. then we talk about francis name. XW was so lame. english's summary was quite alright. but i am always prepared to fail english. but i really hope i pass. i did my best in this summary. . PE. totally spoil my mood. i should nort have gotten angry cous even though its facts but i they were over their limits especiallythe bitch FY. wah i realli cant stand and i shut her off and walked away. racial discrimination?? wahahha. chem was alright. i am begining to like miss how xuan xuan now. i use to dislike her and her way of teaching maybe jus because i did nort pay attention? but now i realli like the way she teach. obivously much more better then MR MAK. ok crap. stating the OBVIOUS. bio was crap as usual. received a beta form for nort handing in my work. but do i look like i care? yes i do . tts why i was glad it was the white one. this is the 3rd but second for bio. went to training. alright.
" last drill before i end this training session, but players sit down first" tt asshole came and sat beside cutecoach=D after coach's first sentence, my first word was UNFAIR. i and vivian were like wispering wart we were thinking of. " nurul like say want to quit then like cannort force her to join badminton. maybe she no more passion" i voiced out. but then i was also thinking, like wart hilda say she is one of the pillar for our team. but its EXTREMELY nort fair for her to choose for her own selfishness and nort for the team. she did nort come for training because she doesnt wants to play single. i mean if tts the case, i dun come and cous i wanna be a main player? ok fine 2 different people. i understand. then coach ask to either give u chance or sack. in my opinion. even though i am only needed 10% into the team, i have a say. when she comes back, she will be playing doubles and the place which i was working hard will be for someone who actualli can choose. BIG SHOT? i think more of BLOODY SHOT. hot tears. i teared nort because i was very sad then i cannort get the place anymore which is obvious but more of anger. many want tt place. aiyar the more i think about it. the more angry i get. the more i want tt place, the more i dun give a damn about it. YAR LIKE REAL. hot tears making my eye bags heavy.=((( written with alort of feelings and emotions. and i meant every word. ITS TOTALLY UNFAIR.
i am glad i wasnt the only one who will fall for him. great mind think alike.=D . back to my ss. i left it open. was revising. and i hate that particular physics teacher. come on its nort mdm wong or mr yip of course.
good morning everyone! i jus then woke up about 12.30. todays bio test was alright. hopefully, i di nort do any stupid mistake. nvm .english, i couldnt finish my titanic, i planned to stay back and finish. then i heard physics wb must "hand in today by hook or by crook"( written in 3e9 whiteboard) so i decided to go back home. then my maths also alttle crazy, so i need to finish everything by today. during assembly. mr chew was talking about leaders. the 3 questions were
who are the leaders? wc:me wart type of leaders wc:best how? wc: i dunnoe but i am the best leader.
after returning home from sch the second time about 5. i wash up then sleep . i just then wake up. now i am struggling to finish up all the bullshit. cya.
Nazreen Hasan
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