well, dun bother reading this post because its gonna be about firstly my bragging then my sigh-ing and lastly stupidity
well i gort A for my both maths=D well to think about it afterall its jus a CA. BUT its a part of the total grade. emaths: 37/45, 82/100 amaths: 28/30, 93/100
hais. ilost the 2 marks nort because i dunnoe but because i copied the bloody question wrongly. aiyar. this test was relatively easy because a few questions were from textbook. one of it was the one vivian i were struggling with the day b4 exam=D
todays SS test sucks. FIRSTLY my mind blacked-out the last min and there wasnt enough time. maybe my humans do suck. well i hope i could do well for the coming exmas.
monday: bio friday: history.
i decided nort to give up. after hearing wart he said. maybe i am jus too sensitive, nort maybe but i AM. lols. and coach said i finally changed my swing=D actualli its realli better for smashing and lobing. lalala.
today went back home after sch. then realise tt forget to pass up sth. then quickly rush back to sch. april aka jennangjieying board the same after i alight. " u suck' was wart she said. as usual i am crapping but i told u nort to read. so dun say i am lame. saw vivien and lishi. lishi needed to go home and get ready for ballet under the stars. so i and vivien went jp. eat mango sunrise. than headed back home. i am practically blogging aboout my every minute activity which i think only an idoit would do so. if u are the idoit then oops =x must be staying at home during the weekends to revise bio and history( 2 big subs, alot to memorise)
exams soon to come physics, lit, mt,chem,
SIAN
waiting. i know who are u
infactuations are common but i am nort too sure. have fallen. too deep=(
i QUIT. forget it. i had no mood yesterday during training. NO MOOD. sorry hilda about yesterday. daniel said alort of things which i agree with him. . obvisouly i am nort dumb enough to blog out every word he said.
today went ACC with [s]vivian[/s], mybitch. conversation went walking to her house:
me: someone cannort differentiate salt and sugar bitch: i can differentiate. cous my salt very fine me:eur sugar nort feeling well meh ??
aiyar gort alort of crap. but this is the best. reach there after bitch give him his things. than we did maths. we were like struggling+ laughing . damn stupid mistakes. and we both made the same mistakes. one situation is. a sum we tried doing it again but could nort get the correct ans. then i told why cannort( big mistake). so we stick to the first method. we carry on with another sum i did the method whereby we could nort use it for the question b4 this. vivian scold me" i thought u say cannort use like tt.
me: i gort say meh. ( went back to the question) bitch: then warts this? me: i gort say meh?. sorryar. mistake wahlao still scold me.
to make things clear, we ask francis . lols
then met ray then went back home. practice the sums int he tb. then the bitch call my handphone. talked to her for 51 mins and blah secs
oh yar conversation between me and shaggy about his sername
dog: my sername is yea. bitch: i thought yap or yup. both also can arh? dog: yea me:so is eur sername yea? dog: yup
* this is the point. i dunnoe if he was trying to ans my question or say tt his sername is yup. gettit? hais so lame.
i hope to blog everything i am feeling, feel like doing or wart am i going through but definately blogger is nort the right place. i heard alort. but do u think i am doing the right thing. maybe my extinction would stop all problems. jus because i am the cause for it? hais crap is the thing i am doing. i know my english suck. dun have to say. i know it.
tml amaths ca. afraid. but do i look like i wanna study. actualli did the tb exercises but dun think it is worth it. aiyar. actualli if u realli listen in class and do all homeowork on your own and revise eur work daily should nort be a prob. i do first 2 except the revising of work=D so bless me and wish me good luck for tmls disaster. maybe the questions are nort es difficult as we expect? MAYBE. well dream on. BUT HOPEFULLY i wish i could well.
hais. today damn bored. after went art room for the five stone thing, then went kopitiam to meet jw and cg and xj( ii totally regretted meeting them) xj damn bad mood cous dunnoe which IDOIT spill dunnoe wad on his shirt. then after we went to frontier cous cg wanted to do compo. wah this is the worst part of the day. the three of them took my handphine smsed to all the boy contacts in my contact lists. " u are my life, i love u: o t"i love u, will u be my stead" WTF!! some of them reply "are u crazy", "??" "who are u"
"me" : u are my life, i love u yx: who are u ? "me"" Nazreen yx: fuck eur mother.
LOLS. wart do u expect me to do. sms to all the boys tt is xiang jun, cg and jw? sounds more retarded..
wc: after this humans?? me: no lar, aliens
haha nort funny =.='
crap lar. i today damn sian. i gort no mood. i want to be alone. sorry if i am weird, which i am already is.
today, i wasted 2 hours. i could ahve revise emaths. i know u all mus be thinking tt right now i am wasting time blogging instead of using the time to revise. tts eur prob. anyway i have done the questions in tb. i ending here so to complete the questions in the 10ys and go through the corrections in my file. dun think i am a kiasu studying for eye, i have emaths ca4 tml. last min revision.
today, i wasted 2 hours. i could ahve revise emaths. i know u all mus be thinking tt right now i am wasting time blogging instead of using the time to revise. tts eur prob. anyway i have done the questions in tb. i ending here so to complete the questions in the 10ys and go through the corrections in my file. dun think i am a kiasu studying for eye, i have emaths ca4 tml. last min revision.
call me for?? lols, talking to u was realli very fun. but u gave conditions=( why cant we behave like how we normally behave? omg 3 hours is very long, we discussed alort of things. i hope things will work out the way i think. hopefully. hais. finally i had a chance to talk to you via phone.i was so surprised.
perhaps, eur conditions are temporarily. hope u change them. i cant wait long.
life is absolutely, acutely, amply, astonishingly, awfully, certainly, considerably, cruel, dearly, decidedly, deeply, eminently, emphatically, exaggeratedly, exceedingly, excessively, extensively, extraordinarily, extremely, greatly, highly, incredibly, indispensably, largely, notably, noticeably, particularly, positively, powerfully, pressingly, pretty, prodigiously, profoundly, really, remarkably, substantially, superlatively, surpassingly, surprisingly, terribly, truly, uncommonly, unusually, vastly, wonderfully BORING!!reach home at 1.53.48s bathed, ate, and slept at 3.01.39s. and i woke up at 09.15.**. this is why, i am now nort able to sleep. but its a good time for me to complete my homework. i have completed my emaths. i was revising my physics(8,9,10) when the computer said"come and play me"=D no choice. tml gort training. as usual. hope bio lesson wun be extended. if it does, its alright anyway. s0 far, out of all the chapters, chapter 8 is the most interesting. about blood and so on.
today during SEL(not only this lesson) yx was damn annoying. but miss tan made him shut his ass=D nice one.
i read their blog, and most of them are like. love is so hurting.. blahblahblah. i am glad, i nv made such a big mistake like them. bgr is an extra thing in life. crapping. now the time is 12.16. i woke up at 8.30, slept at 2. nothing interesting. felt like crapping.
infatuations are common love is such a big mistake.
let time decide everything. if tts wart gonna hapen, then let it be. i gort nothing to say. i shall carry on with my life like anyones buisness. i wanna be a free, but i too bad, i am very expensive. i wanna be me. everyone's life has changed, so did mine. i dunnoe why, i hate 2006, i loved 2004 and 5 where i did nort get into anyone's nerve. crapping. dun give a damn, as i said i dun blog for people to understand. right now all i want is u...
i dunnoe wart to say/think.maybe its a my fault. but i dunnoe wart i did unless u tell me. like wart i tell others nort every of eur decision is right, u dun have any rights to tell others about them. all u care about is only one thing. and tt is eur ******. i am nort a subtitude for eur ******. and i dun wish to be one. if u can choose who u want to hang out, so can i. REMEMBER I AM NORT A SUBTITUDE. AND I STILL TRUST U. NO MATTER WART U THINK, I AM NORT SAYING THIS TO SATISFY U NEITHER AM I LYING TO MYSELF. I DUN GIVE A DAMN TO WART U ARE THINKING OF.
i did nort expect things to go this way. i did nort know being neutral was wrong. i have every rights to hang out with whoever i want. i did nort spill out eur secrets to anyone, did i?? tell me wart? in fact i told u many things i am nort suppose to. u think every decision of eurs is right, think again. stop complaining about others, reflect on yourself. i dun easily thrust people, tts why i usually say" nothing" i usually keep everything to myself, u are the only person who i tell everything to. nort even to vivien or lishi. then?? wart did i do?? i seriously dun understand. maybe i should be a loner, keeping my bloody mouth shut. and i agree with *****.
Nazreen Hasan
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