today had training. obviously i didnt get much of the training. main players were complaining tt it was very tough. but i was like coach gort give tough training huh? coach said: it eur duty to ask me for programes if u have finished the previous ones... i was like i would have ask u only if u were willing to train us, the reserves, whole heartedly. warts the point of training when i u have already fixed the positions and i dun even get a chance to play next year. splash.... there goes the chances down the drain. boring
i am left with english and mother tongue homwork( i hate languages\) and lit even though i love lit i dun understand the poem.

-kenna beta form for nort attendin workshop( i guess i nv change)
and 25 from mr yip.

coward

 

teachers nv fail to give tons of homework.
english: one set of comprehension and summary
5 news reviews 2 book reviews

emaths : 3 sets from 10 year series (done)

a maths: 3 sets from 10 ys ( done )

mother tongue : 2 units from wb

physics: 7 sets from 10 ys

literature : poem

30 &31 may: bio work shop

1st & 2nd june: lit camp

5- 11 : aviva open

8, 9 & 10 : badminton camp

14: buy food for class gathering

21: buy food also

22th :class gathering

tues& thurs training

holiday?? wahahhaha

 

wow today so exhausted!! firstly had blazing race, was kinda fun but no so tired as the other groups. consisting of me jason ban qi xiang jun and choon guan, we were very calm and slowly walked to our destinations, while the others run like fuck.. kinda troublesome cous have to see come back to the same place again and again but each time to board different bus or train.we thought we should be back by 12.30 saw we decided nort to go to the last station.. and we were the first to reach there, lols. there were only 4 groups who completed the race. but since we came back faster we gort the 4th position..

went to eat with jw xy and ww. then had flag day.. wah more tiring than amazing race. firstly i jw francis and clement went to west mall, (on the way we were talking about badminton stuff)then saw many others over there. so after a few rounds we decided to go back. we went for a few more rounds then i went back home while they went to eat. wah now i realise how rude it is to jus walk away with no response. all of them gave the same response. even though was very tiring, it was very enjoyable.

 

class position sucks. wait let me explain why my class position so suck..

if u fail english overall, you immediately fail eur overall... well obviously i failed my english.. saw my class position is 29/37. but those whose percentage which are lower than mine, if they passed their english, their class position will be lower.!!! kucf!!!

lalala.

 

i talked to someone who empathise with me=(( i hate mylife!!!! just like she said why can't i just dissappear silently so tt no one will care/bother? i cannort wait to dissappear. i feel like crying. since there is no use of me to this world then why bother continueing life. i hate acting!!! i knowi am verygood at it. i hate to be cheerful as though nothing happen when everything is going is the negative way!! i need someone. =(( i hate school, i hate ********* i hate ******* i hate ******( being coward). wanna end my life

 

current mood: pissed off

talk to me only if u have magical powers=( i am realli very confused and i just couldnt stand it any longer. i feel like breaking down. i had such a bad day today. i hate my life!!!!!! i couldnt stand e way i am living right now. how can i think positively when all things are negative. how i wish i would just get bang by car or jump down from a 20 storey building. I DUNNOE!! i am just very sad. why??i dunn wanna study anymore!!!!!
things i consider important in order

studies ( i wanna study but i show no improvment wart e fuck u want me to do then)
badminton ( my passion, but big deal??)
friends ( cannort live without them
him*( how i wish it was possile between us)

i hate people who jump into conclusion( talking about myself) i admit i am lazy but i have never ever copied maths before. i amserious kay. better than those who copy the whole bloody exercise. i seriously hate u. how someelse was in eur place, i could have score btter. yea i blaming u for my results.. wtf i seriously dunnoe wart am i thi8nking. please leave me alone!!!!! I DUN MIND AND CAN BE A LONER!!! AND I RATHER BE ALONER RATHER THAN HAVE TROUBLE WITH FRIENDS!!!! ( i dunnoe)

i seriously dunnoe wart have been typing i have no mood.. i am very pissed of. why can things just go the way we expected. i hate this kind of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

 

english: pp1 33/60
pp2 22/60
total 49.5/100=) better than last time D7

emaths: pp1 41/50
pp2 41/50
total 82/100 confirm pull down by CAs A1

amaths 46/80
57.5/100 C5

mt pp1 40/70
pp2 ...
total 66/100 B3

lit prose 14/25
poem 13/25
total 54/100 YEa finally i passed=D C6

ss source based 12/18
essay 5/12 =(
total 17/30 C5

history source based 18/25
first essay 10/12
second essay 3/13=((
total 62/100 B4

chemistry pp1 13/20
pp2 41.5/65
total 64/100 B4

biology pp1 15/20
pp2 40.5/20
total 65/100 B3

physics pp1 22/30
pp2 42/70
total 64/100 B4


thisiswhyisaidiwannastopschooling.stupidityiskillingmeidunwannastudyanymore!!!!!

 blah

maybe i should really stop schoolling=(
i bet i could have scored better without studying.. last year my results were much more better.. i wanna look at things positively but i just could nort bring myself to work harder next time. i hate e way i am living now.. why must i pretend to be happy?

no mood..

 long post full of emotions

went to training just now.. like usual i was with e sec 2s. i am seriously willing to traiN Hard.. but he simply dun give a fucking care can?? i dunnoe wart to say.. sadsadsadsad. but i love badminton=D i know actions speak louder than words. give me a chance and i will prove to u .

its totally nort fair for jing wee to take CAS marks just because he did nort fo e paper. if i know i would purposely fall sick on e da he is a y of hist paper because i gort 80 for ca average!!!! better than 69( his ca average).!!!!!!!!! hes a total cheap!!!! hes making stories after stories just to... hais. i dunnoe wart is he thinking. i bet he must be e one tagging a anonymous. he says he nv study but in e end get very high. i am nort talking out of jealousy but i am proving only a gay would do this. just admit u study lar gort wrong meh?? why scared ?? study but in e end still score like shit?? then just work harder for e next bloody test lar. why scared lose face?? anyway u already have no image amoug eur friends.. blah. there is no words to describe a person like u?? i think u are more coward than me cous at least i accept tt fact tt i wun be able to do it. yea.. just dun disturb us again.


written out of anger

 i am nort a copycat

i know people must have been thinking tt i am a copycat. first think i would like to say is i am a coward and i dun even dare to voice out the "things" i consider nice cous it maybe something tt another person will dislike. and next thing is my thinking/things needed might be exactly same as eurs. i know this is kinda stupid but... i only came to make myself clear and nort to voiced out any unpleasant things=D( cowardice=( )

i dun dare voiced out any unpleasant things because i dun wanna hurt others feelings. if i have a iam sorry and promise to be more careful with my mouth=D

went bugis then town today
wanted to but
watch
clothes/necklace
bag

in e end bought
watch
slippers
bag

 

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality andabstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easilyhurt. Gets angry really easily but does not showit. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves makingfriends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring andstubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to showemotions.

yea i agree on this 2...(8

 

Message: Your date describes you!Dear friends. Below, is an Italianhoroscope andyou can find a lot about youself just bysearchingyour own identity in the Italian way.What you have to do is to find your groupwith thehelp of your date of birth.

Date of Birth Group
01,06,11,16,21,26,31 A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 E5


Group B2 Your dreams and ambitions aremuchimportant for you and you can doeverything to fulfillyour dreams. Love is much valuable inyour life butyou always search for someone perfect.You hardlytrust someone. Your friends are reallyimportant foryou but normally you hide a lot fromthem. You area deep thinker you always study thenegative viewas well as positive.You can lead a happy life with a personfor whomyou care a lot these days.

Ii agree this is true=D

 

at last i went to play badminton. i thought i would be unwilling to play. but once i started to stroke. i gort back e same feeling i gort last december.. I WANNA BE A MAIN PLAYER!! YAR ONE OF my 3 WISHES.. u do nort need to know e other 2=D i dunnoe. i am willing to do anything. run in sun? swim in e frozen lake(if possible)? but i am confused. coach loves her alot and definately choose her rather than me=( but i proof to him tt i am better than her( lols but i can be if only i receive SOME trainings) SO THOSE PEOPLE IN BOON LAY BADMINTON'S GIRLS B TEAM. IF U REALLY HAVE NO INTEREST IN PLAYING BADMINTON THAN JUST GET EUR ASS OUT OF THE TEAM PLEASE GIVE OTHERS (ME=D) A CHANCE TO BECOME A MAIN PLAYER. I AM TELLING IN GENERAL dun mistake me=D

soon. can't wait.. admit it hes cute.

 

i am glad tt i was wrong=D lols. yea exams are over! finally on thursday i will know the consequences of my nightmare=( i realli wanna know how badly i have done...i justdunnoe.. blah forget it. wanted to play badminton today but.. suddenly my head aches like fuck when i gort out of my bed. well its still aching now but i dun care. goingto town on wednesday. yar just can't wait. nothing to blog.. bye good luck for your results=D

 

Your Birthdate: February 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense. You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends. Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone. Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive. Your strength: Your universal compassion Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings Your power color: Mauve Your power symbol: Butterfly Your power month: February

You Are Noon

You are upbeat, ambitious, and never at loss for energy. You have a lot that drives you in life. The desire to be the best, and a secret hope of fame and power. And while you definitely have a Type A personality, you are still fun to be around. You have a ton of charisma and a genuine interest in others. You are adored by many.

 physics mcq

frisatsun:3 days hols,

monday: physics paper 1

tuesday: town

wednesday:SLEEP

thusrday: know e consequences of my nightmare

rest of days: training

wowfuckeriputthisinsmallfontbecausethisistotallynoneofeurbuisness.thanwhystillbotherreading
iamconfuseddunnoewartiwantandidefinatelyhatebastards=D iamscaredbutconfidentwartifidungetinwartifiwasteallmyeffortijustdunnoe
seekingforadvise=(

ihatemyliveiwannadie.

ihatethisliveiwantmychildhoodlols.butiamserious

 just dun deny e fact tt...

NAZREEN WAKE UP,

STOP DREAMING

AND

JUST DUN DENY THE FACT TT

U ARE STUPID!

HOWEVER HARD U TRY I AM ASSURING U, U WUN MAKE IT.

I DUNNOE WHY BUT I THINK ITS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME to achieve wart i want. !!! =(

EVEN THOUGH TRYING HARDER THAN EVER, MY RESULTS SUCKS THAN WARTS THE POINT IN TRYING MAYBE I SHOULD JUST QUIT SCH STAY AT HOME AND HELP MY MUM.

SCAREDSCAREDSCARED!! I DUNNOE WARTS HAPPENING TO ME ..WTF .. IF THIS RESULTS ARE GOING TO PROVE ME RIGHT I DUNNOE WARTS MY NEXT STEP=(

i wanna die, there is no point for me to live anymore='(

 slack

hahs i just could nt wait to stop studying. and yesterday and today i nv touch my bloody books at all. well just now ii only manage to finish a maths 10 ys finish. (wow better than nothing) tml lit nothing to study, which is worst because there is northing i can do to pass lit. =( nvm i am concentrating to do well in a amaths, emaths paper 2, PHYSICS and chem/bio MCQ. i am quite but nort very prepared cous i have only done all the questions in 10ys..

iloveuineeduiwantuimissuwillubemine?
umakemewannaloveumore

back to amaths-

 

THIS IS NONE OF YOUR BUISNESS!!

flunk my physics is e last thing i wanna do!!! i am left with no choice i dunno wart happen to me in e beganing of the paper.. but i manage to understand and if i were to fail 99.9 % of my mistakes are careless and i promise u tt.. things like 2.0kg i saw it as 20 kg.. kcuf!!!

hist...hist...hist...

sleep...sleep...sleep

badminton...badminton...badminton...

i dunnoewarttodosaythink...itsallbecauseofuu..iloveutilleverythee..

 

i am halfway through my physics 10ys.. just cannort wait to get them completed. I HATE BEING HARDWORKING BECAUSE ALL MY SLEEPING TIME IS SPENT ON STUDYING but i realised studying could be fun too.. ( only those subjects i like)

when i was doing exams last time, i would realli feel like giving up or throwing rubbish answers because i nv study. but i managed to get into the science stream. i dun wanna waste my bloody time in sch.. so i might as well make great use of my "studying years"

well.. back to physics.

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