Nadin

Sunday, September 13, 2009

 


When Will I Get The Chance To All Smile, Shout and Jump
without anything to worry about.

i was giving myself second chances,
again and again.
i wan planning to live a carefree life,
i wanna go on a long,long holiday
and never turn back.
i want to run and run and run
all my unnecessary troubles away.
S.W.E.A.T T.H.E.M O.U.T

dun feel good enough to stay.
I dun feel like a good daughter to my parents
I dun feel like a good friend
I dun feel like i am important :(
i feel so left out sometimes.
Ifeel like i am just some busybody shit otta there to screw up everybody's friends list.

feeling this way, 6 days before raya
i turned to god for an answer. Its time wait.
inshyallah, he answers my prayers.
all i wanna be
a good girl, the girl.

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs, lie on the grass, under the moon, the sun, the stars. you name it. I just wanna do things i have never ever done before in my life.
NEVER EVER.

Since sanguines got HIGH EGO.
i dun consider myself unlucky
tell myself " its okay, you will get your turn"
everytime i feel down. i dunnoe how to explain myself.
I dunnoe why i feel this way.
I am looking forward for work and training tomorrow,
I miss being myself,
i wanna be myself all over again.

This shit feeling better get out of me.
as i sleep.
I wanna a good tomorrow
a better one
a great one.


Cheer me up,
if you can
i am easily pleased, amused.

Nazreen by @ at | 8:51 PM |

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