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Monday, August 17, 2009

I wanna stop this before accumulation starts,
"solely ignoring the fact that it is overflowing"

OVERly confidence, thinking that i can complete memoring just the last chapter before i really shut my eyes. i decided to

BLOG:)
thats why i am.

feeling kinda upset,
again
for no particular things

just
accumulation of many things
1) environmental studies.
2) me
3)myself
4)1

pretty much disappointed in my behavior nowadays. i am getting weaker and more prone to teasings and insults rather.
i wanted to stay strong, a different lifestyle from secondary school
should i say, am back to square 1?
hmmm.
i feel hurt and inferior but all i do is
smile and smile and smile and laugh along.

why? i dun wanna be a spoilsport.
is that what i really want?

i used to be an extrovert
i cant believe i am blaming myself.
Maybe i got to put in alittle more effort.
to stand up. stand tall. stand bright.

i just dun feel fortunate or lucky enough
for a fairytale in mylife.
for a happy start at least.

:( reflections

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